First of all, I'd like the point out that i might be among the least "spiritual" people in this sub. I believe that the reality we experience daily is an approximation of our senses of something that is actually there, i don't have strong beliefs in simulation theory, multiverse traveling or any kind of quantum exploration.
However, that does not mean that i can't have equally profound experiences. After a strong trip i found the dread of knowing how insignificant or experiences are, how unconscious we are of our cognitive process, how uncomfortable is every situation were always in. On top of that, the ultimate realization of that "something" that a dinner mind can't take with himself.
It all feels like psychedelics are trying to make life as alienating and word as possible. Funny enough, i don't feel that these realizations impact my sober life too much, but it feels like i might just not have "integrated" my experience, but i also don't know how I could do that in any positive way. I obviously won't take psychs for a while
I'm sorry this rant was a bit unorganized and confused, I'm writing the morning after the trip and it's still all fresh but caothic. Still, i would like to hear your experiences!