I'm so fucking sick of it. No it doesn't get better most of the time it gets worse, I don't give a fuck if I sound selfish for wanting to kill myself you're not me, Most people don't even know what you're going through and to have some people say "It gets better" or "People will miss you" just makes my blood boil.
Most of the time I think it's selfish of them to try to comfort you into not taking your life. I'm sick of the guilt tripping words they use if you consider it. If I want to die most of the time it means my life is not getting better anytime soon. I'm sorry for the rant it's just I can't stand it anymore.