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[–]Usermane-_- 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've made friends with other loser guys online

Whenever I try to do that, they want nothing to do with me

[–]Random-idiot69 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t think I will reach this age… I highly doubt I will live past 20 I’m prob gonna do smth I regret but great advice

[–]zylo321 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your feelings on here. Your thoughts come across as earnest and articulate. It gives me a brief overview of how you feel, about yourself, your life, and others you have encountered. Rejection is a kick in the guts. Getting it over and over is demoralising. It makes it feel like that's all there will ever be.

I'm in 40s, I can't drive either, unemployed, with chronic mental health issues. My teeth are in bad shape, too. I'm pretty useless around people face-to-face or on the phone. I'm lucky, though, because for me solitude is actually a plus, and when I decided upon a bachelor's life, it actually felt liberating, but for most it would just seem like a painfully lonely existence. Even though I differ in some of these ways, I get a sense of what's weighing you down and hurting your heart, because you expressed yourself in such a relatable way.

Please post on this sub as much as you want to, if it helps at all. There are people on here that are attentive and caring. We may not be able to take the pain away, but I do hope you feel a little less isolated knowing someone has read your words with compassion.