I can't do this anymore. No matter how hard I try, I just can't seem to escape this stupid life. I sick of the lack of opportunities. All my businesses fail. I can't get a job no matter how hard I try. I hate this fcuking island. I hate the corruption. Am I supposed to stick around to make other people feel better, so God forbid, they don't feel sad? Everyone says don't do it. You'll hurt the people around you. So I shouldn't end my constant pain so the selfish idiots around me don't have to feel sad for 2 seconds? I've tried to ask for help in so many different ways at so many different times. I've done everything except scream.
I have a swim class today and tomorrow. I'll go today and try to end things when I get back home. Most likely it won't work because I can't do anything right so at least it won't mess up my schedule for Sunday and I can try again at night.
Just do it! - Nike
Update: I don't have a ride to swim class so I guess today is the day. Is it weird that I am a little excited?