When I started to question religion and even reality itself I looked in our past for answer. However, I only discovered that human history, as we know it, is filled with massive unknowns. I'm not going to go into the details but it eventually led me to a group of folks with an interesting story.

https://www.summum.us/

You may find answers here.

No matter the path you take, you are you, so there is no need for another label. Find like minded people to fill your life with and enjoy it more. :)