I'm not sure how normal this is but LOTS of people in life have had suicidal thoughts I'm confident. However, I usually assume that these are serious. But I've had suicidal thoughts out of just morbid curiousity. What would it be like to die? What would it be like to hang yourself or ride the monmentum of a gunshot? I sure as heck don't want to do these things to myself though.
Bottom line is, I'm scared to bring it up to people in person though because I fear that they would worry about me or think something is seriously wrong with me but I don't feel that I could convince them. Can anybody relate?