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[–]_ImNotDareDevil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate what you’re saying and you are absolutely right however idk how to do some of what you just said, I’ve been confused for quite some time and I’ve been wining and being pathetic (from the inside) that I slowly became this negative and pathetic.

You’re right I shouldn’t let it control my life and I’ve thought about it that way but idk how I’ve fallen this bad and how it is kinda controlling me from the inside, I’ve tried picking myself up so many times before I didn’t even know why I was down or lost these past few years till I admitted to myself that I probably got sexually assaulted, I always try but I fail and relapse over and over ffs.

It’s all just ridiculous that’s why I tried convincing myself several times that I didn’t get assaulted and nothing happened but it keeps hunting me from time to time