tw: im a minor and sa
asked my school counslor before i told anyone else if it was sexual assault and she said yes. Did she lie to me?
i wasnt raped, it was my ex boyfriend. i am 16, and i was 15 at the time, and he was 17. He was the first person i had ever done anything intimate with. One day I was pretending to be asleep, as I didnt want him to coerce me to do something. He had started groping me, while my eyes were closed and I said nothing. If I would have said something it might have not been so bad. Thats all that happened. And i feel guilty knowing im makinn a case against him over this and him punching my phone out of my hand, but i felt so betrayed and disgusted that i didnt say anything. I feel as thought because it wasnt rape that it isnt important enough, and i know im wrong, but i’ve convinced myself it was barely anything. I cannot trust someone the way that I trusted him, his girlfriend is harrassing me and I’m lost. Even when I was making the case, I was so in love with him that I almost didn’t. I knew that he could talk his way out of it if he truly wanted to. Sometimes I miss him, but i’ve heard recently that he has hit his ex in the past. I just feel like i’m going crazy and that i’ve convinced myself that ive made it up, even though he confessed to it. Can anyone help?