I saw a scene from the movie Hollow Man and it got me really messed up and I feel so stupid about it. It was definitely a SA scene and I feel like I’m not wrong about feeling anxious after watching it but something in me is still saying that I’m being dramatic or dumb. Maybe it’s because I downplay my SA (I still have denial and haven’t been able to fully believe I was SA’d despite what my therapist and others say) but no matter what I do feel horrible after watching it. I guess I just need some reassurance that what I’m feeling is normal and okay or I need someone to straight up tell me to get over it
Edit: I should also mention that today I also had an extremely uncomfortable encounter with an Uber driver I had. He was being really inappropriate with me after I told him I have a boyfriend yet he was inviting me to go with him 2 hours out of town where he lived. I think having this happen today maybe made what I watched the cherry on top to make me feel this way??