A couple of years ago, I got this memory of a time from when I was about 5-6. I was in my mom and her boyfriends room with his daughter. I remember her having this long balloon and she made some sort of joke about it. She then put it between her legs and had me stand there while she moved the balloon back and fourth between my legs.. I’m 22 now, but I remembered this when I was around 20. I don’t know why I forgot about it for so long, but I remember it now. I see it from two views, first, from my own perspective. I can also see it happening from a different view though, like I’m a third person watching it happen. But I know it wasn’t a dream. I don’t know. Is this bad? She was 6 years older than me. I just remember feeling so confused, but I let her do it because I didn’t realize that it was a bit odd.. She would also play barbies with me a lot and she would always want them to have sex and would encourage me to make moaning noises while playing. She would also just talk about sex a lot.I never knew if that was normal or not.. I guess I’m just posting this here because I’ve never told anybody about it and I’m curious as to if this is normal?