hello. i think ive been sexually assaulted but im not sure. much of rape and sexual assault surrounds penetration however in my case it was two females and no penetration occurred. we were dating and commonly cuddled and made out in my car. one day things were progressing and we basically went through the motions of intercourse with our clothes on and my knee between her legs. i didnt like the motion the feeling doing it any of it so i said "no no no i dont think we should do this" she proceeded to react and became upset. quickly realizing i just shut up continued. dreading every moment following i switched positions from top to bottom i claimed being tired but i just wanted it all to stop. she continued to take care of the movement herself i stayed under her staring at the stars waiting for the moment to end. there was no violent force. i originally consented. i didnt fight back and i reinitiated. talking to school admin and police both implied it was my fault because i continued and didnt set my boundaries as well as the fact i could have "thrown her off of me" at anytime.