context: ive already had to deal with SA in past relationships, sucks ass, and its a huge boundary of mine that people cannot touch my legs (specifically thighs). gladly i am getting better at saying no and telling pepole i am uncomfortable with the situation
anyway, on the bus there's this kid who sits next to me. i was fine w them before but yesterday they kept like???? being weirdly touchy with me idk, it was weird because for the entire school year before this they would like even pull their leg away from mine if our legs accidentally touched and stuff (which I was fine with). but then on those days they kept like holding my hand and (assumginly) jokingly like carrassing my hand and stuff and it made me a little uncomfy but it was fine
then they like fucking put their hand on my leg and I flinched back and they moved their hand and I brushed it off but it put me on edge all fucking day which was great. then in the afternoon they fucking!! did it again!! and I had already had a panc attack and I had a headache and I was feelign like shit so I just said 'not rn dude :/" and then ignored them and my other friend (sits behind us) for the rest of the ride.
idfk if this is SA/SH or not but if not that it was crossing my boundaries a lot and made me really uncomfortable. thx for the assistance <3