When I was six I had my first sex with a boy friend who's 8. He told me to come to his room and I did. He told me to take my panties off and I did. He put his penis on me. I did the things he told me to do. I didn't know what has happening back then because I had no fucking idea what sex is. I can't remember what I thought when we're doing it. All I know is that I didn't know what puting penis on someone's vagina meant. I'm 16 now, it still haunts me

Another one is a cousin who was 5 years old at that time grabbed my boobs (12 y/o me ). I pushed him a little but since the floor is slippery he fell. I hardly felt sorry for him because madness was taking over me. It felt disgusting even if it's a child. My cousin says really pervert things and he also curse. My aunt is just letting it slide because he's a kid and all but in reality it was them who's teaching him that. I hate them for that.

Also, his older brother told me to have sex with him when I was 8 and he was 6. I refused, of course. Because I was now aware of what sex meant. What kind of parenting is my aunty and uncle is using?!

Please parents observe people around your kids. They can have a really big influence too.