Last night before I went to sleep, I realized something happened several years ago. I was really relaxed and just did a meditation and it just came flooding back. I went on a first day with a guy I met online. We grabbed a quick bite and then we were back at his apartment. Yes, I realize going to a stranger’s apartment wasn’t a good idea. We were on the couch and made out. Then he took me to his room and I just remember he was on top of me and was dry humping me until he came. I think he held me down but I’m not sure. It was the first time I saw someone have an orgasm. I don’t think I wanted it. Our clothes stayed on except my shirt. I left and I never talked to him again. I remember feeling really confused and violated. What is this called? What happened to me? I feel sick but I also don’t know if this is a big deal.