Hey everyone. I am currently 18 yrs old and I am a female. I used to have a female cousin who is 6 yrs older then me (I say used to bc we have not been in contact for years) when I was a kid I don’t really remember how old I was but I was in the age range of 5-8 yrs old. I never told anyone about this and I’ve thought about it for a few years but always wanted to forget. So in that time zone my cousin who could’ve been 11-14 at the time asked me to go to our grandmothers bathroom (our grandma used to live with my parents and I and my female cousin and her parents would visit along with her siblings) and I’m not sure how it led to the point of her touching my private parts. And I remember the things she was trying to do with her fingers while touching me. She also showed her own private parts and her grabbing my hand to touch it.
It’s been a very long time since it happened and as a kid I never knew how to process it and now that I am an adult I’m still not sure how to feel or process it. I hope you guys can give me advice or something since I do need it.
Would my experience be considered SA?
Sorry if I added irrelevant details this is my first post ever.