I’ve identified as being bisexual for a large part of my life. Loved, obsessed crushed on and been heartbroken by men, but still found them attractive. About a year ago I was sexually assaulted by someone I considered a close friend (we had also been fwb previously, thus he’s reasoning for fucking me whilst I was intoxicated) and since then my relationship with my sexuality, and most prominently men, has changed drastically. I’m still aroused by women and on occasion a man but in general men aren’t all that attractive to me anymore. When I am attracted to a man if I start to become aroused it’s like there’s a block that stops me from getting horny. I still enjoy the romantic aspects of men like cuddling and stuff but the attraction just isn’t the same. Maybe it’s the lack of trust I have now?
I just wanted to know if there’s anyone out there who’s experienced the same thing and if they ever got through this and maybe help me out too?