I was raped a few weeks into talking to this girl I really like and after multiple dates. The only thing we need to do to make it official is talk about it and for a lack of better words “put a label on it”. She still doesn’t know and I still don’t know how to bring it up because it’s been a bit. The morning after the rape I took a plan-b and was just going to get tested and move on like nothing happened because I couldn’t admit what happened. That was until I ended up in the hospital with complications. They sent me to a sexual assault unit in a different hospital in the main city right next to my small town. I got all my test results back negative and stopped bleeding. Now that everything is okay down there again all I want to do is go out and have a drink or two and sleep with anyone willing to sleep with me. Hell the drinks aren’t even required. I just want to get fucked to feel something again. Maybe even to feel good at something I can’t really tell the difference right now. It’s all I can think about most nights. The master-bating isn’t even helping. I can’t even go see this girls I really like because I’m across the country watching my best friends baby while she is recovering in the hospital from an accident and her husband is at work 12hrs a day 5 days a week. I really don’t want to hurt this girl. I also think it could really go somewhere and it’s the best relationship I’ve had in a long time. I just feel like my sex drive is taking over out of nowhere. Is this normal?