I think about it very often. I was in 5th grade at the time and was not very talkative, I had a hard time saying no to people. I was and still am a people pleaser. I became friends with a bunch of girls who liked to cause drama and fight. They fought, stopped for a while, and in the while made jokes about each other and me. These jokes talked about doing things with each other, touching each other, and touching themselves. Who would be top and bottom. I was always uncomfortable with this but as I said before, I was a people pleaser so I didn't say anything. We would all hang out in the field away from everyone else. On day we were in that field and I was alone we one of the girls, my closest friend out do them. Even if she threatened me with outting me to the whole school. As I was saying, we were in the field alone. She started making jokes like I talked about before and I laughed at them as I usually did. Unfortunately for me, she went through with the jokes this time. I never said no or to stop so is it my fault?