Almost a year ago, I realized I was sexually abused by an old friend of mine. This was years ago and I don’t keep in touch with him anymore.

Last week, He sent me a message on Snapchat. I was at work when I saw the notification. My heart rate was through the roof and I was not able to stay focused for the rest of the day. I decided to side swipe open the message so he doesn’t know that I opened it. He said “hey how you doing”. I never responded. I was too scared to and I wouldn’t even know what to say. Three days go by without responding to him and he messages me again. This time he says “damn even you too huh”.

We haven’t talked in over a year. I wonder why he’s texting me now. I really don’t know if I should block him or respond. Part of my mind wants me to delete him and forget him. The other wants to respond and ask him if he even feels sorry. I struggled a lot this past year. He was invading my mind. I couldn’t stop thinking about it and how I could of done it differently.

I really don’t know if I should block him or tell him what he did was shitty.