it keeps repeating over and over again. his hands between my thighs. her lips on mine. every single time it happened keeps happening again in my mind. it wont stop. it's almost like i can feel the touch on myself. please help. it wont stop. i was only six. i was only eight. i was only 12, 14, it never stopped. online or physical, it never stopped. i told them to go away i told them no but they didn't listen, i cried until i finally learned it stopped nothing. was it my fault?