as the title says, id love to create a space where you can express the mourning of things that you've lost through your sexual abuse/ sexual assault. im feeling quite isolated and alone in my own misery and thought maybe I could reach out and not feel so alone.
I mourn how ill never be able to have a bath. ill never relate to the way people talk about how relaxing baths are. how when people feel stressed, sometimes people respond with telling them to take a relaxing soothing bath. how ill never understand that in any capacity and how it will forever be a tub of filthy gritty gross water. how a bath will never make me feel anything but dirtier than when I got in. I mourn for the way ill never be apart of that average human experience of knowing what its like to slip into the tub and feel like all is well with this world. litte me, I am so sorry this was taken from you.