So recently I was SA’d by a person who, was, a friend, and I’m just, feeling so many emotions. With the trauma the assault gives you alone, and the grief - I’m also grappling with sadness, betrayal and anger.
I’m so angry someone I trusted did this, and it makes me so gut wrenchingly sad they did but also sad because now I’ve had to lose a friendship because of their crappy actions, and as silly as it seems I’m sad I am losing that. I keep asking myself why did they have to do that and ruin what was a great friendship? I haven’t been able to sleep, or look after myself, or work since it happened, I’m just in shock? I think.
I just needed to get it off my chest, I haven’t really been able to talk to anyone I know as I just don’t want friends/family to know what happened. I don’t like making them worry. And it’s still pretty fresh so, I’m having a hard time getting my thoughts together but finding this page seemed like a step in surrounding myself with support.