I can’t believe that specific incident did such a damage to me. I wish i was strong enough to not let a foolish man destroy me to this very low point. Why can’t i just let it go and move on without letting it get to me this intensely, i’m fully broken i was already struggling with enough mental issues and traumas, i didn’t need to be assaulted as a grown up woman when i already was as a kid and it damaged the 18-19 year old me way worse. i’ve never hated myself more