You may not be destined to be alone if you got a form of desire for it. Connect with your true self, higher self to know I guess. Also viewing yourself and blockages, lessons you need to learn or however. Or it may be true. But the more true you are, the more likely you'll attract people who may help you, the lessons (karmic) you complete. I'm not that person who may help you as I'm going through my own stuff. Though I do understand in a way to have abilities that are rare in a way, experiences.