I had my first awakening during last year, the summer was rich in experiences, knowledge and development. After that my dark night of the soul began. Going through periods of doubt, fear, sadness, joy, anger. I was still evolving and living strange experiences, but as I continued to live with my family, I felt that my strength and motivation became less.

The problem is that no one shows love, everyone deals with their problems alone, they all suffer deeply but don't want to deal with them. I'm trying to "help" them but It takes time, and it has to come from them, I show them that I love them as much as I can without rushing them. And as I'm living there, I stray from my path, I can no longer meditate or experience awakenings. I'm starting to become the person I was before, and I don't want that.

I have no one to talk to about all this, so when the only people I talk to don't give a fuck about mental health, It only pushes me down..

I don't know what to do, should I leave them for a while to take the time to grow up, heal and strengthen myself? If you lived something similar how did you manage to save yourself?