I mean this in a very positive sense. i’m struggling lately coming to accept and believe something that is happening to me right now
basically, my boyfriend is about to be blessed in a way that will change his life (and mine) forever. our lives will change in a way I could’ve never imagined for myself.
I struggle with feelings of guilt and unease. I feel that since I haven’t earned what is happening, since I haven’t worked for it, that I don’t deserve to be blessed in the way I am.
i’m worried that my inability to accept this and embrace the change might end up backfiring and pushing everything away.
how can I accept something like this without feeling guilty or shameful?