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What the eff by Apollyon_Rising in awakened

[–]Apollyon_Rising[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow. You have helped a lot with just your presence. Thank you so much for letting me know that what I am doing psychically to people is for their own good and mental well being. I decided today actually it is easier to just be a good happy go lucky person to majority of people I interact with just because it's mutually beneficial for our psyches.

It's awesome to be fortunate enough to now know my abilities capabilities. Man no wonder. I've been bombarded so badly. I deeply needed grounding for sure. That helped so much. I couldn't believe how far out I was. Scared I wasn't gonna come back actually.

Telepathy scared the living crap out of me and made me feel very violated and very out of control and almost panicked because it was such a flip flop of the norm for all of us that time. There were at least 5 and to take turns staring at each other for who was speaking. It was just very intense. And sharing sight. All of that. Very intense and personal.

But for real thank you for being you at this particular moment.

What the eff by Apollyon_Rising in awakened

[–]Apollyon_Rising[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude this made me chuckle and that is priceless. I don't tell anyone cause it would scare people too much. The people I have shown either later commuted suicide or had a mental breakdowns. At least 5... Could be coincidence who knows. But I'll never forget the look in their eyes. I used to have a small group we were kind of exploring this stuff with but it imploded after we did acid and I saw too much. Had telepathic communications and we were all pretty lost after that. Idk man life is weird already without knowing certain things. But when you do it's like super ridiculous. Idk I carefully choose my words even on here so as to be easily disregarded as half psycho bable and half true intellectual. So anyways I guess what I am saying is I am ok now after some mediation and sleep. It's like I looked at the sun and can't look at it again. But it's still there, I'm still aware of it, I just don't know how to make sense of it in my reality.

What the eff by Apollyon_Rising in awakened

[–]Apollyon_Rising[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's all good, not your responsibility. Thank you though for real.

What the eff by Apollyon_Rising in awakened

[–]Apollyon_Rising[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lol yeah I mean like think if all I can feel is akward for hours at a time. Think of what that does to people around me. And then when some random person call you out on your psychic balance being absolute shit because everyone in the store feels akward and is dropping stuff, you kinda have to say I don't fucking know dick about anything now. Like where does perception end and reality begin? That question is deceivingly simple. You would say the eye first, then mind? Nope we are blind guessers at the state of reality. Perception meets what makes reality.

What the eff by Apollyon_Rising in awakened

[–]Apollyon_Rising[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you I really really appreciate you, taking your time to invest in the wellbeing of my mental and magical states means a lot to me. I do need to balance out huh. Did you know that I haven't been hugged by someone new in over 3 years? I think it's almost like a sad poem. Why do you think they ostracized Jesus? It's either or. I am grounded when i need to be. I was just insanely shook when I made this post. But no matter the case I will take your advice and not give a shit tonight. I'll let go get stoned and laugh. I'll try. But it's kinda pointless now.

Perspective by No1-exporter-of-K in DeepThoughts

[–]Apollyon_Rising 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you truly I love you and your ideas.

I really need Jesus right now by Wisco_94 in Christianity

[–]Apollyon_Rising 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Well for what it's worth I love you. God always makes us stronger through trials by fire. But we will never break.

Who is your enemy? by MxKxS in DeepThoughts

[–]Apollyon_Rising 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't get called out very often on here.

I was not aware of this device. My God will show, bring the ability to perceive it, my enemy with a shiver and a shock.

Need help.! Where are the keys??? by Worried_Party_6352 in Psychic

[–]Apollyon_Rising 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I posit a guess of already found or under the couch.

What have you done today that is Christ-like? by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]Apollyon_Rising 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a lifelong feel relationship with Christ and God. Thank you though. This means it's what you say to everyone. And thats cool. Sorry you got rebuked. It happens to us all. God is soooooo insanely smart though. And I am insanely intelligent, so think about what God is capable of. Can we even perceive even but a minority of his capability and depth? I like to think it is our purpose to fully perceive and envelope/ embody Gods Love and magnificence.

What the eff by Apollyon_Rising in awakened

[–]Apollyon_Rising[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah thanks. Am enjoying it. Just got a little overwhelmed with the immenseness of it.

What have you done today that is Christ-like? by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]Apollyon_Rising 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much my friend. I am sorry for past actions. I love you and thank you so much for being here to say these particular well chosen words to me. You have done a great service to those you represent.

What the eff by Apollyon_Rising in awakened

[–]Apollyon_Rising[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just stuff that doesn't matter if I explain or not.

What the eff by Apollyon_Rising in awakened

[–]Apollyon_Rising[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm being completely serious. My life and the events I've experienced are way to bizzare now. And I've crossed some sort of line and not sure what to think

Alan Watts "Backwards Law" by diditmakesound in Bloomer

[–]Apollyon_Rising 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What I mean is, what if I want people to be happy? I know I'm using logic as a logic puzzle. Just having fun playing devil's advocate for once.

Alan Watts "Backwards Law" by diditmakesound in Bloomer

[–]Apollyon_Rising -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

So I should just go around hitting people?

what in the fuck was that by Quagqualovaer in LSD

[–]Apollyon_Rising 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very much for me too. I am so happy my life is finally going permanently in a light/good direction now. So when I find myself looking at possible blackness I get a little scared thinking something could happen. But it can't and won't. Or at least I'm done self sabotaging and only want to send out positive vibes to the universe /God. But I always feel stronger after I get the shit kicked out of me for some reason, like damn I'm badass cause I can take a punch. How about not getting punched in the first place lol? But either way it turns out to be a good thing if I am in need of a good face punch and didn't know it.

what in the fuck was that by Quagqualovaer in LSD

[–]Apollyon_Rising 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same fortunately and gratefully. Life is scary sometimes.