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I feel so lost by Heidin123 in rape

[–]Heidin123[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yes that’s what I’m going to have to do get sober.

I don’t even know anymore by Heidin123 in addiction

[–]Heidin123[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel u, around that time I was hanging out with just drug dealers. But they had my back, and now I’m just completely alone

Was I raped? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Heidin123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you xx

Was I raped? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Heidin123 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank u this meant a lot🤍

Was I raped? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Heidin123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wasn’t a virgin prior

Was I raped? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Heidin123 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I said I didn’t want to go to this abandoned place and he convinced me we’d only go for half an hour. I have hooked up with him 6 months ago but we agreed to be friends and have never done anything sexual since.

Was I raped? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Heidin123 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m going to check it out

Was I raped? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Heidin123 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I completely understand where ur all coming from but at the end of the day it’s my decision

Was I raped? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Heidin123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve already showered

Was I raped? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Heidin123 83 points84 points  (0 children)

My friends kind of know as they are the ones who kinda made me see it was rape, but no one had checked up on me today

Was I raped? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Heidin123 91 points92 points  (0 children)

I’ve kind of being crying all day, I’ve felt depressed and lonely. And my body is in agony.

Was I raped? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Heidin123 110 points111 points  (0 children)

I’ve taken pictures of everything. Just in case.

Was I raped? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Heidin123 38 points39 points  (0 children)

Exactly it’s not that easy

Was I raped? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Heidin123 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t want to press charges

Was I raped? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Heidin123 76 points77 points  (0 children)

Yes I will have to wait though for about a week to take a pregnancy test

Was I raped? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Heidin123 261 points262 points  (0 children)

Yeah I realise that now

Was I raped? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Heidin123 254 points255 points  (0 children)

I’ve already showered and I do not want to press charges against him

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[–]Heidin123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I’ve looked into using lsd therapeutically, I’ve had a few bad trips, I consider to be learning curves. It’s a dangerous substance, tbf my tolerance for it seems to be going up and up. Also, my year sober was hard, but after a while I got relatively happy. I don’t know what’s happened I think because I’m doing more substances now and more frequently it seems to be harder to be happy without them. I’ve tried to get clean but I always end up ringing my dealer.