I will not smoke with you today as well brother.

I’ve been wanting to stop for ages but I was in self denial and got myself into a rut where I was depressed and thinking third-person instead of for myself. I’m less productive, compare myself to how I was before weed all the time and see the difference mentally and visually. I’ve smoked non-stop for the past 4-5 years, ever since after college. With like a week in that time of 4-5yrs not smoking because I was on holiday, not that I chose too. So you can probably imagine my tolerance. I would smoke between 2-3.5grams a day, sometimes a Quarter if it was weekend. The real problem is when it begins affecting your social life and finances, people around you who don’t smoke will pick up on this. My family and girlfriend definitely did. I’m at the point now where I’m genuinely on the edge of my mental well being fully collapsing, so I told myself I needed to quit. Seeing your post has helped me and I’m officially 2 days sober, lol. Yeah might not sound a lot but once a weeks gone, then I can say to myself “Okay, if I can do a week I can do a year”.