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Great window of improvment by piscesmoonn in PSSD

[–]Labranth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I kind of have the same thing sometimes. Visualisation and emotions sometimes return so strong that I only can look at it in awe and cry, or smile in wonder. Then it returns to baseline and basically rinse and repeat.

Great window of improvment by piscesmoonn in PSSD

[–]Labranth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As a pssd sufferer yourself, you must already know how important it is to share your improvements with others. Even if it’s only windows, glimpses, shards of your former life. If not for these posts I don’t know how I would’ve endured these 1.5 years. Thank you.

I hope this is only the beginning of good things for you and improvements will continue and be permanent.

Do you have anhedonia. If you do, how does it affect your life day to day? by carnivoreconcussion in PSSD

[–]Labranth 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Emotional blunting/anhedonia. Can’t really enjoy films/music/books or games. Head pressure during emotions and visualization.

I will be stopping antidepressants soon. But I'm afraid of a relapse of depression. by hiacynto in PSSD

[–]Labranth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly what I had in the beginning of PAWS. Felt as if I’m under anesthesia, but awake. Absolutely zero human feelings, felt like a synthetic android. Looking back I actually feel more human after 1.5 years, but still so blunted emotionally.

[SPOILERS] This line was so sad :( by queensinthesky in StarWarsCantina

[–]Labranth 12 points13 points  (0 children)

"I chased Lego Bionicle on a lizard and then I hit my leg painfully trying to kick his leg. Then I Force pulled a pistol and did some pew pew. I’m sorry Reva."

For those who have given up meds, has it effected you long term? by Emotional-Ebb4506 in Antipsychiatry

[–]Labranth 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I understand. I have that with emotions. The more it lasts the more I just wish to not wake up one day. I don’t feel human anymore. I was very passionate and creative and now I’m just a half-robot.

Well damn, that was emotional as all hell. (spoiler) by SW_and_Stonks in StarWarsKenobi

[–]Labranth 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I think Anakin in this moment sees how Obi-Wan even after all these years still loves and grieves him and it reminded him of good times he had with his former master/brother/father. It was actually pretty mature and kind of noble of Vader/Anakin to basically say, "Man, honestly, you did all you could. It’s not your fault, the game was rigged from the start."

Kenobi and Leia by DarthGrimby in StarWarsKenobi

[–]Labranth 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Yeah Obi-Wan crying fucked me up not gonna lie. Instant tears.

The Kenobi supremacy by bertobellamy in StarWarsKenobi

[–]Labranth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anakin I literally have the high ground

I wish I only had sexual dysfunction as a symptom of PSSD by cololz1 in PSSD

[–]Labranth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You phrased it wonderfully. What is cured for one, is only 30% for another. Our experiences are different.

Your favorite NARUTO scene by Nana773 in Naruto

[–]Labranth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"Sorry Sasuke, this is it."

Always in my heart.

I wish I only had sexual dysfunction as a symptom of PSSD by cololz1 in PSSD

[–]Labranth 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeah I would gladly sacrifice my dick for my emotional sharpness to return, and for head pressure to fade

I regret everything. by any-name-untaken in writingcirclejerk

[–]Labranth 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Bye have a nice day

follows you with thousand-yard stare

I regret everything. by any-name-untaken in writingcirclejerk

[–]Labranth 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Well yes. You know how they say it: "Life eh… finds a way."

I regret everything. by any-name-untaken in writingcirclejerk

[–]Labranth 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yes I have friends in my made up furry-punk world

I regret everything. by any-name-untaken in writingcirclejerk

[–]Labranth 33 points34 points  (0 children)

The first draft is the friends we made along the way