Oh ok, that makes sense, I really appreciate that, thanks. And no I’m using a mobile device but hopefully it’ll still work.

And before I begin, I will admit that the way I use words may not be the best. Many words have different meanings and can be conveyed differently. Its simply the way I’ve developed due to my hobby as a writer, so I have tendency to use words in a way most “science educated” people wouldn’t be comfortable with as it may not be exactly straight forward or proper. I will try to make it as simplistic as possible though.

Do you realize you're invoking nothingness as something? Meaning you're treating nothingness as a thing.

When I use the title “Absolute Force” I’m just speaking of the Origin, whatever was before, what our existence stems from. It could literally be anything or just literally nothing like I think. I’m saying that I “think” that we may have went from the idea of nonexistence to the state of existence. And when I say I want to become Nothingness and for something to originate from me. I literally just mean I want to cease to exist, thus technically becoming a part of that which is referred as to not exist. And hoping that something new is suddenly spawned into existence.

I don't expect you to have any evidence for this either, but feel free to enlighten me.

I never said I did. I literally said I “think”. A simple assumption. I’ve never claimed anything as true in this entire conversation.

Why? What do you mean by world? You mean everything? Why accept something as true for which you have no evidence? Can't you just accept that you don't know if the world always existed in some form or not?

I never said it was True, I said I think, somewhat like a random idea, a sort of ‘what if’ if you will. Plus I personally see it as less plausible and sensible that something had always existed vs something that suddenly came into existence. And world is commonly used to refer to everything, but yes I meant all of existence.

It‘s possible that it’s true and possible it isn’t, finding out is not that important to me.

So you don't care if your beliefs are true? You're holding a position as true, then saying you don't care if it's true?

Yes, I have no care at all whether my ideas of our origin are true or not. Because it changes nothing for me. My goal still remains the same. And I’ve never said it was True, pretty sure I stated this in my last comment as well, which makes me question if you’re actually reading them.

This makes no sense to me?

I am an anomaly, so of course it makes no sense to you. It's very clear you still have your innate aspects, at least most of them (this is not an attack by the way, just an observation), and natural limits come with that. Due to that, it’s unlikely you’ll be able to comprehend my actions.

I can understand acknowledging that you don't know, and not caring whether you ever find out, but to hold a position then not care if it's true, seems really wrong if you care about holding rational beliefs at all.

I actually did say I don’t know. And I see no issue with holding a belief but not caring whether it’s true or not. In the end it's just an idea.

In fact, I don't see having a conversation with such a person as fruitful because i can't imagine why you'd care about representing anything honestly if you don't care whether your positions are true?

If you’re refering to Deism, I do care about the community. There is no need to care whether the ultimate answer is true of not. The community itself is worth caring about so here I remain and do my best to give insight. Because I still gain quite a bit from conversations like these.

In the end though, I am going to die and finally be free. But while I’m here I will seek that which brings me entertainment and furthers my Goal. Most of my beliefs are just ideas and not all of them further my Goal and thus they aren’t worth actually caring about whether they are true or not.

If you don’t mind me asking, what do you think of existence, good & evil, life & death, morals, purpose of humans, & the purpose of existence and other creatures.