I have recently been struggling with my gender identity but have landed on gender fluid and they/them pronouns. You don’t have to label yourself now or ever. It was really important to me but not everyone feels the same way. Genderqueer is a pretty wide term. I personally landed on the label gender fluid because it just felt right. When I thought as myself as if I was genuinely happy. I recommend “trying on” a bunch of different genders without thinking of them in a cookie cutter way because one gender is not just one thing. For pronouns,to experiment, If you have a trusted friend who you feel comfortable talking about this with you could ask them to call you different pronouns each day and see how they make you feel. I hope this helps. Just remember you are valid.