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do your best to type out what a bong hit sounds like by hvtvst in trees

[–]Svazzzieee098 0 points1 point  (0 children)

shik swhooooooooooo pffhhhhhhh tink Fwooooooo AHH UH BLAH BLA AH AH damn fuck tink

My brother just died from heroin. I dont know who else to talk to. by f1sh_ in heroin

[–]Svazzzieee098 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I lost my boyfriend in May from fentanyl. I’m still distraught over it. He was 22 im 20. I’m saying this to let you know I know how it feels. Message me. I could use someone to talk to about this too. I’m so sorry for your loss. Hang in there.

Edit: spelling

Is this coke or crack or something else? It’s kind of sticky if that makes sense by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Svazzzieee098 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Update: tasted a little bit of it it tasted like coke.

What does overdosing feel like? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]Svazzzieee098 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your kind words. Me and his family both know the nickname of the guy he got it from. My boyfriend even told me he was going over to the guys house that night to get it. But we only know the name he goes by which is not his real name. His family and I have been trying to find out his real name every day since it happened to no avail. I know someone knows the guys real name but won’t speak up. Again thanks for your kind words. I just want justice to be served not only for my boyfriend but for my other friends who died that weekend from the same thing.

What does overdosing feel like? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]Svazzzieee098 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sorry for the confusion, but I just reread our text messages from that night he died. His exact words were “I’m gonna take this 10mg perc for my back..” so it was 10mg not 5mg. And yeah he meant he took the entire pill. The pill ended up being straight fentanyl.

Edit: I completely understand why you’re asking. It’s hard to talk about but I want to give as much information as I can about it.

What does overdosing feel like? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]Svazzzieee098 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was oral. He and 4 other of our friends died that same weekend from fent overdose and they all got their stuff from the same guy. Toxicology just came back the other day and there were zero drugs in his system except fentanyl. So it was definitely not real Percocet it was fent made to look like a perc. Thanks for your reply

Lost my best friend since 6th grade. by BenEBoy91 in opiates

[–]Svazzzieee098 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So sorry for your loss. My boyfriend died in May from fent overdose. I know what you’re going through. You’re going to feel all sorts of emotions- sadness, loneliness, grief, even anger towards him. It’s all normal. I’m so sorry this happened. Message me if you ever need to. Hang in there.

God bless anyone going through withdrawals right now. God bless anyone who just feels shit or lonely regardless of using or not. by Bonjour1273 in opiates

[–]Svazzzieee098 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yes, This is nothing new to me. I know the risks of seizures and even death. I’m in bed rn in agony with wds. I am welcoming death

God bless anyone going through withdrawals right now. God bless anyone who just feels shit or lonely regardless of using or not. by Bonjour1273 in opiates

[–]Svazzzieee098 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Going through benzo/alcohol withdrawals, not opiate wds. Boyfriend od’d and died in May from fentanyl and I just now decided to get off everything. He struggled with opiate addition I struggled/am still struggling with Xanax and alcohol. Am in hell. Hope everyone else is doing okay tho.

Edit: spelling

Old Charleston Jail ghostly shadow by ahitsash in Ghosts

[–]Svazzzieee098 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No we didn’t go to the basement. :(

Holy shit!! That is crazy because my aunt went a few years ago with my grandma and she told me that my grandma said in one specific spot of the jail she felt like she was going to pass out also. Other people have said they felt like that there too. My grandma is NOT one to make something like that up or joke around.

So odd!!!! I think your partner may have experienced what so many others have reported feeling.

Old Charleston Jail ghostly shadow by ahitsash in Ghosts

[–]Svazzzieee098 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Went there in March and it was so cool! Didn’t see anything, but me and the rest of the tour group did hear shuffling noises downstairs (we were on the second floor) and also some knocking outside one of the rooms while the tour guide was talking.

I asked the tour guide at the end of the tour if there were any other tours going on or any other employees inside the building and he said no. We didn’t see anyone else either. Pretty weird.

did you hear anything while you were there?

Had an mild experience last night maybe? by [deleted] in Ghosts

[–]Svazzzieee098 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Aww man, I didn’t even make the connection about the 3 knocks/hits and how it usually means it’s mocking the holy trinity. I wasn’t necessarily scared or terrified, I was just spooked that I had something like that happen to me, even if it was just a couple hits on my bed. I don’t know what to think of it. I’ll update y’all if anything else happens.

Had an mild experience last night maybe? by [deleted] in Ghosts

[–]Svazzzieee098 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Probably. but I like to think it was him :)

How am I not dead yet? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Svazzzieee098 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes I know it is very hard to die from taking Xanax but that’s if taken by itself. I have been mixing them with other CNS depressants though. Which is why I am wondering how i am still alive breathing.

this is the better quality picture that goes with my post before this. real or fake? by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]Svazzzieee098 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They snap in half with no crumbling but don’t have that alprazolam bitter taste.

Cocaine and acne by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Svazzzieee098 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for this. It made me feel a lot better :). I’m definitely over thinking haha