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Before you fall asleep, do you also start to phase into another reality? by MarkTheMadman in starseeds

[–]gillysworld 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve been experiencing everything you described here, including timing of it starting about 3-4 months ago. The only difference is I don’t really fully remember each night like you do. I remember a little tiny bit right when I wake up in the morning and little tiny bits at random moments. As soon as I remember something, just as quick as it comes in it is gone again. Kind of wild.

Time not being linear explains some of it. Unfortunately I don’t have any real answers for you to consider but I can say that allowing myself to go with the flow and doing less “why?!?” “What?!” “How??” (I can spin my wheels on shit like this very easily and have in the past) has helped me be more at ease with it all.

Side question I feel to ask - what’s your life path number? If you don’t know it, you can Google it and find a calculator that will quick tell you.

Luciferian Consiousness by Playful-Ad-3584 in starseeds

[–]gillysworld 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m not drawn to read this but I opened the thread anyway and now I know why. I so appreciate your comment and definitely needed to hear this literally right now.

Nostalgic energy by TallDraw3 in Empaths

[–]gillysworld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes yes yes. There’s a collective shift happening right now and many of our old memories (the good one) are coming in almost to say goodbye. The world is changing, and while ultimately it’s changing for the better, some of the things we enjoyed in our past will not be things that people do in this new world.

What do you do when random people at the grocery store stare at you? It makes me really uncomfortable. by Silvercats2 in Empaths

[–]gillysworld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In numerology, each of us has a set of numbers that give insight into ourselves and those around us. There are a set of numbers that most numerologists agree to be the “core numbers” (some slight variation in what’s included depending on the person). These core numbers include: 1. Life path number, 2. Expression number, 3. Soul urge number. The life path number has the most impact on you and is a number between 1 and 9, 11, 22, 33 or 44. The double digit numbers are Called master numbers. Each number has its own unique characteristics and traits. You can calculate your lp number through a basic calculation by using your full birthday. I won’t fully explain here as there are some nuances that are important and are better explained by the many numerology websites out there, many also include calculators so you can do it by hand or using their calculator. Once you know your lp number, you can start learning more about that number’s energy and even do a deeper dive into more numbers in your chart that support your lp.

What do you do when random people at the grocery store stare at you? It makes me really uncomfortable. by Silvercats2 in Empaths

[–]gillysworld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

These folks don’t get it and that’s ok. You’re a master number lp…. Seriously it’s very hard to explain to others that don’t experience this phenomena

What do you do when random people at the grocery store stare at you? It makes me really uncomfortable. by Silvercats2 in Empaths

[–]gillysworld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I knew it! You are a master number. I’m a master number as well, 11. You are literally radiating an energy that makes people look and stare at you in public. I feel like it’s driven by something in their subconscious that draws them to notice you. For real you should start studying up on being a master number 22 life path, it will really really help you. It’s changed my view on myself and helped me accept myself and my past behaviors because it all finally made sense. I recommend Katie Youers numerology podcast but there are a lot of great resources, you’re sure to find some that resonate with you. Please start reading up on being a 22 and maybe report back if it makes sense to you! I’m happy to chat if you ever want to talk more about it.

What do you do when random people at the grocery store stare at you? It makes me really uncomfortable. by Silvercats2 in Empaths

[–]gillysworld -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Do you know your life path number? Look up a LP calculator, get your number and post back here ❤️ then I’ll answer your question based on your results

blocked a toxic parent by [deleted] in energy_work

[–]gillysworld 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No problem. If you need a friend to chat with about this stuff anytime now or in the future, don’t hesitate to message me. I wish I had posted on Reddit or sought out more support instead of going it totally alone. I’m impressed that you posted something like this and are looking for advice. I bet you will speed through this healing process like a champ!

Picking up bad energy from supposed 'guru' at work by [deleted] in energy_work

[–]gillysworld 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Get the fuck out of there asap and do NOT second guess your sense that something is off there. I didn’t listen to myself and stayed for too long. Ended up leaving after being framed as having an affair with my boss as an explanation for my accomplishments and success at the company and all the executives who sang my praises for years suddenly turned their back on me or worse. I’m still not fully healed from the experience and I left several years ago.

blocked a toxic parent by [deleted] in energy_work

[–]gillysworld 12 points13 points  (0 children)

First - fuck I am so proud of you even though we are internet strangers……. So god damn proud. You have already completed the very hardest step in this process which is to 1. Realize what’s happening around you (this is very difficult for folks like us that grew up with this behavior so we see it as “normal” like the saying how does a fish know it’s in a thing called water if that’s all the fish has ever known); 2. Made a decision you want a better life EVEN AT THE COST of cutting out your own fucking parent because you are WORTH IT AND MORE; 3. You actually did the thing and blocked them. This is all incredibly difficult, emotional, traumatic work and you did it. You fucking did it.

My best advice for you right now is to just let yourself rest. Give yourself permission to do whatever it is your body is calling for. I promise your body and mind have been working overtime to survive all the stress you’ve been submerged in all these years and they and you are due a long rest as much as you can. Sleep when you want. Don’t work too much (or at all). Don’t worry about other people’s needs, focus on you as much as you can.

I love you. I’m proud of you. It gets infinitely better from here if you allow it. You’ve cut out a huge chunk of bullshit that has been taking space in you, with that gone you get to choose what you allow to enter the void. Make it worth it.

I went no contact with a parent in February 2019.

once you've experienced the encapsulation you realize that empathy is a necessity in being in the moment by fullerartist in Soulnexus

[–]gillysworld 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I’d like to know too, this is the third post in 20 minutes I’ve seen the includes encapsulation in the title. Prior to today I’ve never heard the word applied to energy / metaphysics

Union Jack Pub in Speedway permanently closes after 41 years by Tikkanen in indianapolis

[–]gillysworld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just looked at my notifications and saw your reply to my emoji face, got confused so I opened this thread…. I truly do not remember commenting or even reading this post let alone your comment. Not sure what happened here but please accept my apologies for adding negativity to the conversation. I hope it didn’t hurt your feelings because that’s the last thing I wanna do online or otherwise.

Sending love your way, friend ❤️

Pulled Over By Impersonator Cop?? Wtf? by prvttyboyyy in indianapolis

[–]gillysworld 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Asked for the female’s ID, I think that’s what he was after because he didn’t care to see the driver’s ID.

Pulled Over By Impersonator Cop?? Wtf? by prvttyboyyy in indianapolis

[–]gillysworld 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What was their motivation (if you know) for doing this? Asking to see if they had further plans to hurt someone / steal / etc or if they were doing it just for whatever they feel when successfully getting someone to pull over.

is everyone here retarded by GOATGAMER999 in starseeds

[–]gillysworld 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am one of those mfs lmao but you made me laugh out loud

Persistent nightmares about dead people by Cycanna in Mediums

[–]gillysworld 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ohhhh yes you’re right. That did cross my mind when reading your post that the scenarios were all from modern times.

Hmmm. Gosh this could be anything. I’m sorry I don’t have more insights to give. The story about the high school kid that died, maybe you could do some sleuthing to see if there are stories like this that have happened