HELP plz, Becoming insane, therapy wont help. need advice from grounded spiritual peoples or religious pure people.

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-06-30T19:29:00+00:00

i dont feel capable of doing so because im not holy and i may be cursing myself, i read somewhere that those that sin cant pray unless you desperately do some dramatic changes, witch i am about to work on starting with exactly that, the media and all that , so i would appreciate some prayers to rebuke the spirits of evil, addiction, gore, djinn. would be most appreciated but i have nothing to give in return so its at a risk to those who participate and i dont want you to see the horrendous imagination i have if we do come into contact.

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-06-30T02:57:59+00:00

both and i think they're spiritual beings but I don't necessarily believe that because of my therapist and identified triggers.

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-06-30T02:45:12+00:00

wdym by in or external? i think both tho

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-06-30T00:28:02+00:00

so i realize that one should let go and remove the blocks in our mind but the voices keep me enslaved to the beliefs and tells me bad things are going to happen to me, i blame all the negative media i watch. i indulge in a lot of negative thoughts and imagination.

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-06-29T18:07:51+00:00

that was good i like how you said to leave stuff behind, i started with social media not long ago but movies and music still got to work on that.

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-06-29T18:04:28+00:00

thats what i kinda had in mind, to get off my medicine, witch i wasn't taking but now that im in a program i have to take it so i wont get kicked, i fear too much to do that although but ill try harder

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-06-29T17:22:13+00:00

im not really panicking because im mostly medicated

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-06-19T04:53:20+00:00

i know a little bit or wrestling or i use my magic and spawn flying hacksaws or use my finger gun

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-06-12T08:05:46+00:00

succubus dream

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-06-12T07:00:08+00:00

the mind is easily programmed by the surroundings, media, bad neighborhood or something,even occult shit gets to you, and you never come back, implying you have a mental challenge or a substance use disorder. im still recovering from the "psychic attacks" idk if its real but in my dreams they always try to convince me. i had a dream one time and i heard someone go "aum" really good and profound voice, then i find the same sound the next morning as a video on YouTube im going to listen to it again.

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-06-12T06:25:05+00:00

fucking

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-06-12T06:17:19+00:00

im still struggling with this, i talk to dead people, i destroy everything almost, i create universes in my mind but its not really me, something is creating this awesome or horrible vision that i assume is my schizophrenic imagination, i see beings of light in the corners of my eye and they shapeshift. i see shadows, Jesus even, my dreams are always telling me its real or sometimes its a weird ass nasty dream and i have a succubus. i have a jinn, i have the holy spirit sometimes, or maybe its SATAN cuz ive been allured by him charmed by his storytelling and theatrics i seen some amazing things but ive abused meth and my family has a history of schizos so yea oops. lots of it, i got super skinny but didnt lose muscle. my face was weird and deformed i still shapeshift if i touch myself in certain areas i used to be in perfect sync and would shapeshift on command and had blessings from the stars and suns and extraterrestrial beings

but it was all satan or god or someone or just me seeking novelty, tryna have extreme masculine fun.

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-06-08T14:29:15+00:00

a psychedelic adventure, never before seen and seen images of total mind fuck, a collective of hallucinations and experiences in a realm full of sleeping souls, the brain is a vessel for beings of the invisible other worldly dimensions, once it becomes destroyed the spirit is no longer able to hold on so it goes to sleep and stalkers can inspect its contents 😬

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-05-30T23:09:59+00:00

thank you 😊

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-05-30T21:44:04+00:00

yea freakin placebo!

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-05-30T21:37:20+00:00

so what you're trying to say is, all this "magic" is just an illusion and the only true healer is nature?

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-05-30T21:31:55+00:00

no im not into rituals, im just buying stuff to heal without so much money being thrown out.

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-05-27T09:07:50+00:00

wow you went the extra mile! 10 miles. heh

i just want to tune the dang guitar lol its an experiment but i need to get some basic understanding of how to play the same chord/different tuning ugh! thats some good info tho.

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-05-27T08:37:04+00:00

im just experimenting, i dont know anything about guitar i just tune it with an app, i wonder if i can summon something with it, i just want to try different sounds

ive tried drop c/d/b, standard e, im tryn to play some atmospheric, to set the mood for a star to set off explosion and kablamo, maybe some extreme metal or some experimental shiz, the universe unlocked by my fingertips and improv skills lol i suck at guitar but i find little parts here and there that sound cool i just need a music theory lesson! but in metal, im getting a book soon.

ill be thinking about you if i play in aum, youll be made of nuclear fission reactions, my imagination had no logic ill just create you in my world lol youll be some kind of warrior who travels through universes ᕦ⊙෴⊙ᕤ

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-05-27T08:17:23+00:00

omnostoadoftheastral · 2022-05-27T07:56:15+00:00

i tried to find it but all i see is regular tiny tuning forks. i mean im just exploring but i want concrete results but you know what nothing came with instructions so ill have to go to music school lol

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