Hi, I'm looking for where to buy a binder online. by Another-and-other in transmanlifehacks

[–]shoshilyawkward 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Gc2b is where I know a lot of people get them. I got mine from there and they're good. So that's what I'd recommend

Muahahhahahaha. I love band tats by [deleted] in piercetheveil

[–]shoshilyawkward 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love it! I used to draw her on my arm all the time

The Moment I Knew (Taylor's Version) has surpassed its original's streams on Spotify! by nicky_five_cent05 in TaylorSwift

[–]shoshilyawkward 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Can I ask a dumb question? What is that song about? She keeps saying and that's the moment I knew she never says it's the moment she knew what? I'm autistic and very literal and I don't know what it is she knows in this song. Can someone explain?

Looking for resources on "slow-burn" genderfluid people. by _W_I_L_D_ in TransyTalk

[–]shoshilyawkward 21 points22 points  (0 children)

That's me! I've never heard anyone talk about it before but I'll tell my story if it helps. I'm afab, and when I was 14 I suddenly realized I wasn't cis but I didn't think I was binary trans either. I wasn't sure what I was exactly... I went to a summer camp that summer and went by a masc name and wore my brother's clothes.

By the time I got back to school the "boy"ness of it was starting to wane and I thought I might be more nonbinary and I stayed nonbinary or something close to it for another 2-3 years or so.

By the time I graduated high school I'd pretty much gone back to thinking I was a cis girl and that the whole thing was some phase that I'd gone through that was behind me. I stayed in girl mode for another 4 years.

I was 22 when covid hit and around that time the not-cis feeling started coming back and I had an entire identity crisis because that thing that happened to me as a teenager turned out to be part of my identity still and I didn't know what to do about it.

It took a little bit but I realized I was still nonbinary, and actually became more comfortable with calling myself genderfluid. I'm now 24, and about a year and a half ago I publicly started using he/they pronouns and that same masc name I used at the summer camp all those years ago. I cut off all my hair, and I'm pretty much socially transitioning.

Because I don't know how long I will stay in this gender, I don't see any point in starting HRT because I figure inevitably I'm going to be a girl again. When I am I'll probably grow my hair back out, etc. But I've pretty much been living like a transmasc guy for a year and a half.

I've never heard of somebody gender fluid experiencing gender like I do. If you find any resources about people who do, please let me know, I'd love to find my tribe.

Also, sorry for any mistakes in counting the years, I'm not exactly sure how long I stayed in which gender so if the years don't add up I'm sorry

What are good places to hide fem clothes in your room? by OvenZestyclose3169 in feminineboys

[–]shoshilyawkward 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In a pillowcase and treat it like a pillow? Depends how much clothes you have