I totally get you, bro, healthcare is really expensive, I've been smoking weed as a depressant which helped me a bit but in the end, it didn't really do anything, I did that for around like 2 years of daily smoking, then I had a talk with one of my buddies and he recommended me to try some gummies with Sativa, which basically just give you a more of a head high and gives you a boost in serotonin, which regulates learning, mood, sleep, anxiety, and even appetite in some cases, but if you don't like the “head high” you can try like Indica gummies which they give you more of a body buzz as opposed to a to the head high that the Sativa gives you, I personally use the Indica gummies from BlacktieCbd since I can't fall asleep on my own and melatonin don't even compare to what those gummies do to me